i dreamed that i was flashing my breasts to the kids at uni.
according to dreammoods,
“to see breasts in your dream, symbolizes primal nourishment and your need to be nursed and care for. It represent motherhood, nurturance, and infantile dependency. Alternatively, breasts represents sexual arousal and raw energy.
Seeing naked breasts can also denote a feeling of exposure and invasion of privacy. In particular, for a woman, the dream may indicate anxieties about becoming a woman/mother.”
camera obscura’s gig in ruums has been cancelled.
^%#%$#OI*YGF$#!!!!
but as a substitute…
van she, dexpistols and lapsap @ zouk 1 november.
hmmm.. not bad.
Filed under: random updates
um, i’m really tired but i’m also kinda hungry
eat/sleep?
Filed under: music fetish
blondie – heart of glass
human league – don’t you want me
lipps inc – funkytown
urrrghhh love love love…
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so it’s ramadhan, and 4 days away is eid. thankfully through out this month i’ve fasted almost every other day besides those days that are just unbearable (for women, of course). this year ramadhan feels like it passes tremendously fast, or maybe it’s just because of a habit i picked up which pretty much makes me lose hours of my life with sleep. i guess you can say my attempt to be religious this month failed, as the number of times i prayed throughout ramadhan can be statistically documented with the fingers of one hand.
anyhoo, alot of my friends are excited because some of them are going back for eid. truthfully, i haven’t been home for eid in four years. yes, you read that correctly, four freaking years ever since i graduated from highschool. i know alot of people will probably shudder at the thought of not celebrating this auspiscious holiday with your family for that many times, but for some undescribable reason, i’m close to feeling almost nothing.
i feel like an emotion-less jerk, yes, but i suppose i also am used to passing this holiday without really having the need to celebrate it. weird. i mean, when i was in china, there was a number of times where school wasn’t out for the holiday. therefore, after the eid celebrations in the embassy i’d stop by school in my finest garments and all the kids would look at me weirdly. or when i was in holland, the eid was during my exam period. when i was in the states i would be fasting and my friends would think i was anorexic.
i did think to myself that i would try to go back for eid this year. but whats the use of going back right now and then going back next month? just doesn’t really make any sense. and the thought of having to take the cheapest airline option and the possibility of having the flights delayed for HOURS with a bunch of ignorant strangers as your only companion… i’d rather avoid that situation.
sure, i guess i won’t get any angpau. i do miss my family and the good food and all but i guess this is just one of those circumstances that college kids must face (or maybe just me, being me).
anyway for those who are going back for eid, happy eid and enjoy your time with your family 
god bless.
ROMP gray cardigan. TOPSHOP blue sleeveless blouse. DIVA red heart necklace. boho skirt from siem reap central market (CAMBODIA), wearing NOSE black jelly gladiators (not in picture).
“consciousness is a terrible curse. I think. I feel. I suffer.”
- John Cusack as Craig Schwartz, Being John Malkovich.
we’re swimming in an ocean of doubts
drowning in the deepest blue sea
and floating in a lake of hopes,
yes it’s you… it’s you and me.
supposed to do my jrn2907 assignment. but seriously, this always happens to me, for my first assignment i’d go all out, for my second assignments i’d do so-so, and then for the third or last assignment of the week i’d just be soooooooo lazy. i won’t be surprised if i start on it tomorrow morning and pass it up right at 5pm.
you know what is refraining me from doing my assignment? besides facebook (i was uploading pics), i was yearbook-ing myself and bram. look at the results!
mine didn’t turn out too well but bram’s first picture uploaded was a perfect fit! LOL
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ROMP black cardigan, H&M floral buttoned shirt, MNG cuffed denim shorts, VINCCI shoes, LONGCHAMP les pliages bag
bored. tomorrow is a public holiday and i have some extra time to breathe before starting on other assignments.
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so yesterday was ganesh’s birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ganes is 21 now and finally legally allowed to use his real ID when entering clubs worldwide. so here is a picture of the birthday boy with his ‘cake’.
as you can see, his ‘cake’ is green and shaped as a star with colorful chocolate sprinkles. yes, in an attempt to cover-up the fact that we forgot to get him a cake (and were too lazy to bake him one), boky and I took out the pandan pound cake i bought last week, took the star-shaped cookie cutter and shaped the cake, spreaded the 4 star-shaped cake pieces with butter, and dipped it in colorful chocolate sprinkles. to add more zest to the presentation, we added sugar crackers to the side. VOILA!
the cake, modeled and licked by iib.
so happy birthday (even if it has ended like 3 hours ago) to ganes and we’re waiting for the makan2!
bubba gump, bubba gump, bubba gump…
