Filed under: pictures paint a thousand words
the haze we had a few days ago was ridiculous. the sky was so grey and polluted that it even gave me the worst case of acne 
but i love the haze. i love the tone it gave. bram and i were both lost in this mood and we too, felt grey and hazy.
i need all the support i can get for my last paper.
The decisions we make does not include what we’re having for dinner, what we’re going to wear for tomorrow’s party, or where we’re going to spend our next holiday. No. The decisions that have been tainting my mind revolves around a distant future that seems so murky and unreachable. My fate relies on this. This decision will mark the coming years of my life.
Oh how I wish this could be any easier. You watch those Hollywood movies and the story of their lives seem to intertwine effortlessly together. Reality is never that sugarcoated. How could I pass these days without counting down to an infinite future, to a possible goodbye?
It’s like standing in a dark hallway with thousands of pathways in front of you. Which one leads you to your destiny?
Which one leads me back to you?
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listening to: Dent May & His Magnificent Ukulele – Meet Me in the Garden
Filed under: pictures paint a thousand words
Just thought I’d share my friend’s photograph.
Because it’s so frickin beautiful.
Heidi Leung, in Paris.
Makes you want to go all the way to Paris just to take a drag huh?
Filed under: pictures paint a thousand words
the boy least likely to. oldstock 2007
i need to go to the sea
Filed under: getting crafty
i had alot of spare plain white tshirts lying around. using the tutorials from gogirl and chictopia, i tried the shredded tee/ cutout tee tutorials.
truthfully i didn’t really know what i was doing. I just took scissors, a pencil and a … nail filer (haha this is because i can’t find my ruler), and tried to mark where i wanted the holes. I actually wanted to do the shredded look, but i didnt have a competent needle.
i started from the bottom, trying to make the cuts not too close to each other. but i ended up making really large cuts, when originally i wanted thin “slices” for the look.
midway from the bottom, i stopped. I think i might have messed it up. HAHAHA. so here it is.
i didn’t make the holes exactly the same on the front and back. But what I did is I cut up the collar so it looks irreversible, and just did the holes on one side. i stopped making the cutouts cos i think i might’ve messed it up by making the holes so big. plus, it looks like a semi-modified almost cropped top. (wtf? hahaha) okay well next time i’ll try again. I still have one spare tshirt 
Filed under: fashion fetish
fashionesedaily’s inside her bag
click here
(as you can see, its slightly old… the pearl is still in the picture)
toodles
Filed under: self-realization
What’s left of my academic career in Monash is 3 assignments, 2 final exams, 1 class test and 1 online posting. Funny though, I’ve been trying to fight it all along but I think I’ve been experiencing some major obstacles this semester. Does anyone know anything about pre-graduation jitters? Yes, I’m feeling that. But it’s not just a funny feeling you get in the pit of your stomach, it’s a process of self-realization that you really, don’t know what to do with your life.
Sun been down for days
A winter melody she plays
The thunder makes her contemplate
She hears a noise behind the gate
Perhaps a letter with a dove
Perhaps a stranger she could love
